There are times when I feel my hard and long way that brings me here is insulted, by actions of a certain bunch of people.
Even worse now, I have just embrace the realisation that this is just a speck of dirt. I'll be encountering more such people and even worse people in my working environment.
Do I care? Not if I'm not in the scene.
Am I alright with all the ugly going ons? I am definitely not alright. The thing about being upright is that I am always jumpy when someone is bended. It doesnt help when I detect phony right away without even intending to do so. I would really like to give anyone who deserve it a piece of my mind, which btw, is rather poisonous and put them right back to where they belong. Only thing is that these people mostly don't stay put.
Sigh!on one side, they r reminding me how wretched is this world and how unworthy this world is for me to trade it with hereafter. But boy, being patient sure is hard. Whoever it is that say it is easy to enter jannah.
Today, I just let someone get away lying to the doctor right in front of my face and my friends' faces.
Our conspiracy theory is that he did it like that so that he can add insult to injury for us.
The good thing about believing in judgement day is that u know Allah is fair.
You can get away from wrongdoings in this dunya, but u will never get away in akhirat (the judgement day).
Judgement day is gonna be payback time. if today he feels a sweet victory, I'm gonna feel the same thing, more intense and everlasting
Last but not least, do not burden yourself about payback on your own for this type of people. Swallow it, our mere mortals payback is pathetic. why do that when God Himself will do the payback. and we know (for some, deep inside) God never dissappoint.
yup~ Allah ada... :)
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