Subuh O Subuh

Subuh in Malaysia is around 5.45 am-6.50 am
The thing is, almost all the time when I was on holiday, I had subuh dinosaur.
Which is rather embarassing.
Well, I kalah teruk dgn syaitan.

Here, Subuh time varies with season.
Late autumn and winter, Subuh lasts until 8 am
But in Summer, Subuh is as early as 2 am in the morning
Being me, if I sleep first with intention to wake up for Subuh, high fat chance I'll miss my Subuh
Last night, 2 of my friends woke me up 6 times
And I was so sleepy and to prove that I haven't get over anatomy, instead of realising that they were waking me up
I was halucinating that they were talking anatomy to me
Qibah was talking about ribcage joint and Zety is talking about flexor muscle
And I even looked out the window and tried to put the twilight outside with flexor muscles and joints together.
Luckily, Zety's grumpy voice sent the clear message that she wants me up

Actually, it's hard for me to part with my pillow and comforter at 3 am in the morning
But solat jemaah does a very great job in waking me up
Trust me, it's very effective
Even with half closed eyes and high amount of melatonin, u'll rise from bed and pray because u know your companions will never start without u.

And a lessons for me for my past wrongdoings
Subuh time in Malaysia is not as extreme as it is here
But still I wasn't able to carry out my duty perfectly
Now I get my lessons
Hehehehe

Another bright side of living abroad.

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I hate this feeling!
I want to throw things at it.
I want to stab it using a machine so that it can be stabbed thousands times
I want to fling it into the magma.
If it can be seen, I don't even want to look at it.
I wish it'll rot in hell.
I want to pour acid (preferably hydrochloric acid with the highest concentration) on it.
Spiritless feeling, I hate you to the infinity from the very bottom of my heart.

Tomorrow, I'll wake up a spirited person.
I'll fight with all the strength that I cam muster.
I will not lose to you
Because I'm born to be a fighter
And I have a family waiting for me on the other side of the globe

Just want to let u know again
I hate you to the infinity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Trima Kasseyyyyyyyy!!!!

Again, tenkiyu Enche Danial

Wow, I'm Uber Amazing

So here the 5 interesting facts about Enchek Danial who gave me this award
@ he's a Briton?
@ don't like glaring sun that much (not a typical Briton huh?)
@ hate durian
@ take a lot of pictures
@ love anything apple

and me in 10 ways
*anything from the bakery is the last thing I'll pick. But now, I'm left with no choice other than stuffing the tasteless bakery goods into my oral cavity
*my limbic system store a very good memory of laksa.so whenever I smell or think of laksa, my large salivary glands will come into action
*I'm a claustrophobic
*I'm an islander at heart. even though I don't know the name of most of the fishes (>.<)y
*I think I'm independent but at the end of the day I always find out that I need support from others
*I'm supposed to finished up another 137 anatomy questions right now
*my fighting spirit is at critical point right now.
*I don't know how to drive
*I miss my family dearly
*Always, when I'm upset, I have the urge to throw things. An even more upsetting thing is my rational and logic always win

Although I appreciate this award from the bottom of my heart. I don't feel like giving it to anyone else.
I'm afraid if my low spirit would affect others

p/s:now that I took a look again,it's not me that's uber amzing,it's my blog (-,-')
apa2 pun xie xie ni,diky, trima kasey!!!!!, tenkiu for the award Enchek Danial

There are so many random things happening this few days.
My couz bore a baby boy, Muhammad Hadif in HUSM Kubang Kerian.
Muhammad Hadif.
But he's still fragile being born prematurely.
His mother just got to hold him yesterday.
But the docs say that he'll need lotsa skin contact with his mom.
Our angel who protects us..

Then we were discussing about how to have a good memory.
How Ibn Sina and all those Islamic academias could make such accomplishments.
By training to be a hafidz at young age.
Yeah, why not?!
Al-Quran, after all is our manual of life.
The most important thing is we put the base firmly on its ground.
Then, insyallah,anything after that will be smooth.
Yeah, I strongly believe those who have all the verses in memory.
Have a good memory for other things too.
It seems that I forgot, fardhu ain comes first before fardhu kifayah.
So, I'll jot this down.
Having my offspring to be a hafidz.

And, Ya Allah,another soul is coming.
Kak Aini will be admitted tomorrow.
Her baby weighed up to 4kg!
C-section most probably will be done tomorrow.
I'm so excited.


Image courtsey of Hafizah.

Irony to celebrating a new life, we all are being reminded of our last day.
Yeah, our last day on the earth.
It can be anytime,can't it?
My world has been reminded following Muhammad Ammar's death.
They say, he has done his part.
And I?
If I'm being invited now, I have no preparation at all.
Will I die a useless death?

And I can't wait to watch The Arrivals.
The content is quite heavy.
But hey,why not?

Aha,and almost forgot, Rejab is here!!
Which means in 2 months Ramadhan is coming.
Ahh, I love Ramadhan.
The month when we can see our neighbours when we go tarawikh. (nmpk sgt xkenal jiran sendiri kan?)
The month where most of the people are more mannered (I really think so)
The month where we have everybody at the dining table at iftar.
Still,reminiscing high school days, who can forgot a full dining hall, counting down silently for the azan.

And my mom makes roti jala today.
With kuah durian and curry (I choose the latter)
Even I'm not a bing fan of durian, I'm all over rambutan.
And mak said "tu la, bila la anak mak nak balik kan?"
Sadis okeh.
2 of my housemates are done with their histo and they are waiting for Zetty who's taking hers tomorrow before they punch in their credit card numbers for tickets home.
Arghhhhhhh!!!!
And I still have anat,which I really hope I'll pass at first attempt.
Then, I can celebrate Eid in all the tropicalness.
Or else, I'll have to return just like everybody else.
Wish me luck!

And I think Yusuf is such a beautiful name.

Monsoon in Hradec Kralove, Czech Republic

Yeah,I know, Czech Republic will never have monsoon because it's a landlocked country.
But the weather now is really like the monsoon back home. (albeit back home,the monsoon is more pronounced)
It's middle of June and we only have a few sunny days.
However, I'll think this positively (even I can't sun-dry my laundry)

I've put one foot into the second year, still I have anatomy ahead.
199 questions.
What's the significance of having constant shower in summer has to do with my final?
Actually in winter, we had Biophysics.
And it snowed every now and then.
Now, when I'm begging my hippocampus to store all the memory.
It's showering outside.
In Islam,we take rain as a rahmat.
A symbol of blessing.
There is always something good to look forward after the rain.
Be it mushroom or green.
I hope.
As cooling as the rain provide me when I'm studying.
Is as comforting and relieving as a signature of my examiner on my index book this July.
Wish me luck!

Allah, is always there for me.

Something to Ponder

We bought a rice cooker recently.
Today, after putting the filled pot back into the rice cooker, I returned to a puddle of sticky fluid on the cabinet and some on the floor.
Cleaning up, I had nothing in mind.

Now, after a simple, edible lunch and few hours.
Something hit me.
I mean, it reminds me of my elementary school days.
To be precise art classes.
One of our project was making mask from used newspapers.
Our teacher told us that we'll need lotsa glu.
A 20 cent tube of glu won't make it.
The teacher told us to ask our parents to make some for us.
My parents, as always, prepared for me a real lot of glu.
To be precise, they cooked me the glu.
Tapioca glu.
Maybe they think rice glu wont make it.
My project.
As always, it was a disaster.
The then clumsy me, making something from pieces of wet newspaper and sticky tapioca glu.
What else could u expect from Miss Wanshah?

More than 10 years have gone by, and I'm glad that I still remember my parents support towards my education.
And I wonder if I could cook the tapioca glu for my kids when they have to make mask from used newspapers.
I may as well just go into a stationary shop and buy a box of glu in colourful tubes made in China.

Ujian Dunia

Sindrom final kali ini sangat la merebahkan.
103 soalan.85 slides.3D plates.
Ink pen pilot dah nak habis, dah 3 buku bertulis nota.
Highlighter pun dah nak kering.
Soalan yg bertanda, boleh la tahan.
Tapi tak setanding dengan countdown.
Nota bersilih ganti.
Handwriting ada dekat 5 versions.
Ada apa dengan final kali ni.
Bila fikir-fikir balik, sekadar mengulang baca.
Benda yang pernah disentuh setiap kali sebelum labs.
Bila baca,alhamdulillah masuk.
Cumanya nak mengingat semua jawapan untuk 103 soalan tu memang tak termampu.
Inikan pulak nak ingat details each one.
Ya, saya akui susah untuk menjadi seorang doktor.
Susah lagi bila setiap final ialah oral.
Susah sangat bila soalan dicabut.
Sunyi sangat sebab berjuang individually.
Tak boleh senyum sama2.
Menangis pun tak bersama.
Positif mind.
Pergantungan kepada Allah lebih tinggi.
Sebab kini, tiada orang lain yg tulis jawapan dlm kertas di kiri,kanan, depan mahupun belakang.
Yang ada, diri sendiri dan lecturer yang entah bagaimana cara beliau meng'evaluate' setiap org.
Dan lindungan payung rahmat Allah.
Besarnya pergantungan kpd Allah.
Mencabar sungguh final ni.
Macam berjalan malam.
Tak nampak apa yang ada di depan.
Even segala persediaan dah dibuat.
Hati tetap bertanya, what is awaiting for me?
Bisik2 kepada Allah, mudahkanlah perjalananku.
Malu sungguh.
Kalau nak dibandingkan dgn ujian2 lain.
Kecilnya ujian ni.
Talian hayat yang ada cuma tali pergantungan kpd Dia.
Sungguh,terasa mcm berjalan merempuh angin.
Tapi Lina dapat!
I'll keep walking and bertahan dari rebah.
Peganglah hatiku ya Allah

Wedding

A friend from my childhood tied the knot yesterday and having her reception today. While me, I'm still dating these
Too bad, I am not there to celebrate the day.
I heard many of my friends already married.
What I do?
I try to make my sepet eyes round and gaping
Suddenly I feel like am an old girl
Honestly,the first news gave me a big shock
but few more followed up and here I am, feeling old *run and check my wrinkles*
hyperbola sungguh

but u see, when I'm like these



Sleeping at random places (as random as in a small train station) (>.<)y

I don't think that I'm fit to be someone wife let alone be someone girlfriend
Owh crap, since when do I start to write stuff like this *covering myself with the blanket*

Applying for Visa in Hradec Kralove

Status : emotionally stable

Ok, here are some brief and important information regarding visa renewal.
It's based on my experience as a student of LFHK (Lekarska Fakulta v Hradci Kralove a.k.a Faculty of Medicine in Hradec Kralove)
How to get there?
Get into bus no 7 from Magistrát města bus stop.
and disembark at Husův pomník bus stop.
Good thing is there is anouncement made about the next station in the bus.

So u must walk from where the bus come until you see a junction with zebra crossing (remember, the road where the bus come from ok?)
be good, use the zebra crossing.
there is a gated area with many cars.
Get in there and walk under the roof.
U'll find a plate announcing something like cizinske policie.
u r entering the foreign police when u place your hand on the knob of a lacquered door.
Is that understandable?

Ok, next is the opening time.
Sadly telling you that the foreign police is open for visa only on Monday and Wednesday.

Documents that u need to have :

Photo

Filled application form (a green one)

Credit cards (G2 N EURO)

Green visa application form (filled)

A confirmation paper from landlord (to show that u r not nomad)

A piece of paper from the faculty (ask from the study division)

Passport

A special stamp. but u also have another option which is to pay 1000kc for it at the foreign police

In the green application form, there is a part where u need to fill in which asks about particulars if u r residing more than 3 months. So, the 'until' date should be the same as the date your previous visa expires

One more thing, when u get in the foreign police use your common sense and mouth.
ask who is the last person because some of people over there obviously don't know how 2 line up or they are disable or elder people.
And u, be good and line up.

Visa Oh Visa

Since I'm an alien here, I need to renew my visa every year.
Insyaallah, I'll go through this process for another 5 times.

So, I just want to advise whoever it may concern (read:students from non-EU country in Hradec Kralove), don't be stupid like me.
Lesson no1-don't put your trust in just 1 person
Lesson no2-ask here and there even it's quite annoying
Lesson no3-renew your visa before the study week start

So, bring with you the renewal form which is green, your insurance certificate, birth certificate, agreement with landlord (if U have 1), bank cards etc. etc.
Simply put, bring every damn documents that u have.

And owh, many thanks for the reminder after things already happened.that is really a great help.